Sink by Brand New
I don’t want to let you go
But it hurts my hands to hold the rope
I won’t be such an easy mark
You’re no better then they say…
You want to sink, so I’m gonna let you.
(Source: lexa-rae, via kylerthecreat0r)
Last night I finally told my best friends what I had been so upset about these past few weeks, and what I was planning on doing. I’ve spent so much time thinking about all of the reasons I shouldn’t be alive, and I didn’t even realize what I had in front of me. I have the most amazing friends in the entire world, and it took me until now to realize it. I don’t understand why it’s so hard for me to realize that I have people that care about me, and I wouldn’t give them up for anything. Staying in this apartment with all of these girls is the only place I will ever call home, and I fully intend on sticking to my promise to Carrie.